My Cup of Tea

A few of my thoughts from time to time...

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Location: Santa Monica, California, United States

My main focus right now is trying to keep a balance in life. I'm currently working full time and getting a PhD, but I also believe life isn't supposed to be all work and no play. Thus, I keep from going over the edge by escaping to the great outdoors just about every weekend. Activities that keep me sane are: Mountaineering, trail running, backpacking, rock climbing, snowboarding, kayaking, mountain biking, scuba diving. My 3-yr plan: Mont Blanc, Matterhorn, Elbrus, Ushba, Ama Dablam. Recent successes: Denali, the CA 14ers, Rainier, Pico de Orizaba, Ixta, Aconcagua

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Sometimes

Sometimes I get tired of people who take too much energy. I keep giving and giving...unconditionally and receiving nothing in return. Why? Because I don't want anything back. I want to give. I love to give.

Okay, I take that back. I do want something in return. I want the satisfaction of knowing I'm doing something good. I want to know that my sacrifice of time and energy is helping that other person. I don't care about getting anything other than that...and in that case I'll keep giving.

That is, until I see that my sacrifice does nothing...that it is wasted. If you waste my time, I will stop. Why? I would rather give my time and energy to other people in my life that need it, use it, appreciate it. I only have so much for so many people and for one person to take that away from the rest...well, that shouldn't happen.

I care. I try. I give. I'm sorry, but sometimes I just have to know when it should end.

2 Comments:

Blogger pandalion said...

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August 17, 2007 1:04 AM  
Blogger VeritableReverie said...

Heheh, I didn't know you still checked this blog...it's been over a year since I wrote anything! Anyway, I needed to vent...and we need to have dinner! :)

August 17, 2007 9:59 AM  

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